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So I think I have this big huge crush on Ben. And I donapos;t think he reciprocates. This is how I feel. This is what I want. I donapos;t feel that he is into me romantically. I think we could be platonic friends and he would be respectful. Unfortunately I am super attracted to him. He is also seeing another girl here and there. What should I do? Maybe instead of obsessing over him I should move on and try to live in reality.

I can keep trying to meet guys online. It doesnapos;t hurt. I should be able to find a nice Christian gentleman. I want to go into more details but I am ready to sleep.

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