Because I'm nuts. That could be it. I like to think that it's because I was looking for the grand adventure I never had. I was a child of the fifties and like many of us , I was suffused with images of Dick, Jane and Sally. The were such cute, little children and their world seemed so lovely and orderly. So what did I do after college. I got married and promptly had two chlidren, a satisfying choice only in retrospect , now that I have two lovely daughters as friends. The reality of those years, chaos, longing for "Calgon to take me away", wishing I had a cage for my daughter Virginia, longing to be anywhere , but at home removing the glitter and glue from the dining room table, the lipstick lip prints left by our little neighborhood friend, Emma. But what was I to do ? I had no choice , but to slog on for another fifteen years. So slog I did. Funny though, because when Alice left for college, I did not jump for joy, but puttered around most of the day in my bathrobe , listening to Van Morrison and feeling sorry for my abandoned self. So here I've spent all of those years of self-sacrifice only to miss it when it was over. Obviously I survived that period, became a free woman, fell into a sink hole of blue moods,and emerged on the other side dreaming of places far from Texas.
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